about a boy..again

this is one totally random post..just wanted to say, or rather clarify that this blog is About A Boy..a silly little boy living in a world made up of his imagination at times..a confused little boy who get vigarously confused at times often..a very little boy who gets quite nothing out of the living or maybe yet what he's going for at times often too..a scared little boy who hides what he thinks often and got no balls to say what he wants to say..a dumb boy whose effords are often overlooked regarding life-goals & well..plainly life's goals..s simple boy whom mainly wants to see everyone happy but turns out often the other way around..a challenged boy whom wants to get away from one most haunting past..a coward boy who just doesnt comes out no.1 in the eyes of else's towards past archievements & effords done to make things work well behalf all parties..about an imaginative boy who wish he could have control over time on his hands, working on his advantage..About A Boy whom is going to sit down again & rethink everything..About A Boy it all comes down too..About A Boy!

it's just somewhat of a feeling after reading something off somewhere and in the same time, the events of both a phone conversation & a basic face to face chat following the ealier events that made this bad somewhat sadness though a little dumb-strucked feeling at the very pit of my stomach & its not the food i ate during dinner..feel like throwing up and at the same time feel like hitting off something..it's nothing..really..i just need to rethink this whole About A Boy thing i am having..kudoz!

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